The Book of Self

Which is also falsely called

Abomination

The spontaneous insights

Of the many thoughts of

Sister Perdedor

(Zee Deveel)

Which thought is itself

A mess.

“How light the sleeping on this soily star,

How deep the waking in the worlded clouds,”

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Meh?

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MEH!

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Perfection manifests stagnant sewage.

Exploding mess manifests cleaning up.

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Goats probably follow the ten-second rule.

Live and let die, die and let live.

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“The crows seem to be calling my name,” thought Caw.

Why pray in the future tense when you can scream in the present?

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“I NEED MORE COWBELL.”

Naught is beyond the messy.

Zero.

The Presidents of the United States of America

Beyond the daughter, the student, the bride, and the mother is the abominable self.

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“What is this?! A center for ANTS?!?”

Abomination implies rightness.

Rightness implies abomination.

The self is abomination in a sea of right.

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Caviar is good.

There are a million selves within the self, and a million selves in each of those .

“And so it goes.” – Kurt Vonnegut

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Fossils.

There was Hendrix.

There was Janis.

There was Cobain.

There was Morrison.

We must not idealize the mess of other selves.

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Wilburrrrrrr.

I am a walking, talking zygote, basically.

Ew.

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No idea.

Parts of speech call us into being. I want to be an adverb.

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Fiddlesticks!

Consciousness is an unpredictable version of Hell.

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I once saw glow worms in Fox Glacier, New Zealand. They emit light, but are sensitive to it; their primary identifier ultimately kills them. Humans too are victims of their own bodies.

Aleister Crowley gives me blissful migraines.

Eleven.

Buzzzzz.

Diamonds, caviar, and people have shiny facets.

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Colonization.

I stay conscious out of fear. Consciousness is a fear of the self.

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*Tear*

“The universe winked.”

I get sad, and then I get sad about being sad.

I get happy, and I get happy about being happy.

Sadness and happiness are exponential.

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*POW!*

That is the sound of the phallic consciousness exploding in the womb of the self.

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How To Eat Fried Worms

“Death transforms a bond between two people; it is incapable of fracturing it.”

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I am an ugly duckling.

Brokenness is necessary motion. Heaven is temporal.

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“I Can’t Stand the Rain”

Depression is conducive to eventual happiness. Never take the “self” in sadness for granted.

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“To thine own self be true.”

Walk not in hope, but in the now of the self.

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“And the history books forgot about us

And the Bible didn’t mention us.”

“The Universe is in equilibrium; therefore He that is without it, though his force be but a feather, can overturn the Universe.

Be not caught within that web, O child of Freedom! Be not entangled in the universal lie, O child of Truth!”

Inadequacy is a sensation of the self entangling in the surroundings.

My consciousness is a snare, and my self is dynamite.

I resolve to abandon glue and embody “Ka BOOM”.