Not to be a jerk...
But this was
scary
freaky,
odd.
And
Totally shifting pain
Around in my body
Various spots
in my back
and hands.
Obviously,
I wasn’t doing it
the right way
thinking,
CRAP what have
I gotten
myself into?
Totally afraid
of losing control
of brain going on
autopilot--
I will never come back,
I will be another entity
possessing my body!
and my hands felt
ELECTRIFIED
I meditated
accidentally,
I tried
thinking a ton
sticking to the thoughts
keep possible thought
stay on my mind
but it didn’t even work
and the words
melted into images
melted into shapes
splashed into blackness
a drop of water
falling in a pail
and there were shapes in the blackness
shapes without structure,
without shape
just splashing,
splashing and twisting
my hands were not mine,
and maybe I am doing
it right
after all